well being back to regular
well being back to regular access to a computer helps maintaining more regular updates here - we are in indiana with my wife's family. does anyone read this any longer? a short email always helps to inspire me to write (hint)
we are with family and i take a team back to india in april. the big question on everyone's mind is, "Where are you guys going to be living?" We have several options and are exploring more but basically do not know for sure at this point. We will settle somewhere in May. We will be going back to Asia later in the year or early '05. If anyone has an extra house that you like to use to bless missionaries w/, please let me know -
returning back to north american culture is always interesting. after being out of north america for almost 8 months seems to be a bit more of a shock than normal. I seem to have my heart be encouraged seeing Jesus stickers on cars and hearing Christian radio while in Houston (north India and Nepal has very little visible signs like this) I found at times while being in america for a longer period of time, it is easy to get cynical of Christian sub-culture --- but how that cynicism is lost after being away from it for a long period of time. i find myself so hungry for communion with God and community with other believers no matter what form it looks like -- I would be excited to sing old hymns wearing choir robes, doing liturgy with a priest in a robe, or dancing down the aisles with the charismatics...i don't care---
i am reminded once again how narrow many Americans perspectives are towards the world and human suffering -- how little it impacts the lives of followers of Jesus in america --- Seeing the lush materialism, wells anger up within me.
i miss my friends in asia and the smells, cutlure, and people -- i long to be back there - my heart is there but my body is here.